Your enemies are now diamonds.

Sieh turning mortal; Naha's womb and leaving Sieh with the Arameri. (significant negative) (ref: KoG 58, 64-70)

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Notes:
+Sob. My life.
+This is a very bad and disappointing memory, and interesting in that all of that comes from someone else's experience. Bad things happen to Naha, but they're bad things because they're emotional reactions centered on someone else's experience and caring for them.
+Naha's gonna be so unhappy. But at least knowing what's happening with Sieh will be something.
+This memory does show and, I think, to some degree reinforce Naha's yeilding/passive side. Not to say it will make her more passive in Aather, precisely, but reassuring I'm doing it right.

Form: Orange
Uses Left: NA

Speaking with Yeine in her mother's room.(significant neutral) (ref: HTK: 114-121)

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Notes:
+Okay, so that's not completely accurate, but it actually does give you a pretty good sense of the scene.
+This has a pretty good summary of the business with the Three. It's not really new to Naha, but it's synthesized into a very effective summary for Yeine's sake, which will be helpful in Aather.
+Also, it fleshes out Naha's relationship arc with Yeine more.
+Safe-ish for mortal consumption?

Form: mini apples?
Uses Left: 6 of 7

The arena. (trivial negative)(ref: THK 258-270)

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Notes:
+So this is a painful one, obviously. It's trivial negative mostly because it's not extraordinary for Naha at the time it happens. It will be pretty extraordinary for Naha in Aather, and the normalcy of it will not actually make it better.
+I am totally a ho and prioritized this so I could link it in heart game. I'm that cool, aw yeah.
+NOT SAFE FOR SHARING. On the scale of mildly mindbending to total insanity, it's not Naha's worst. And it does take place in the mortal realm. But still... not safe for mortal consumption.

Form: Five page book. Tear out page to receive memory.
Uses Left: 3 of 5

Finding Enefa; turning away from Itempas. (ref: KoG 195) significant positive

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Notes:
-Gosh, a lot of Naha's positive memories are sex or sexual.
-Despite this being a GOOD memory, it is high on the madness scale. Gods realm, two of the Three doing massive scale Three things, etc etc. This is not healthy if you're not Tempa or Sieh.
-Okay, now being serious. This is actually a fairly enlightening memory. Naha won't be kinder or more sympathetic to Tempa because of it, but certain information will now make sense because it will have context.
-This is a really, really good memory. And very important. Naha has very few memories that could be called "peaceful" and gods pretty much all seem to have a strong streak of loneliness/need for companionship. Finding this kind of connection with Enefa is incredibly important. Also, rare.

Form: A note.
Uses Left: 4 of 5

Being trapped in mortal flesh by Shahar I and Itempas. (ref: HTK 23, 265-266, KoG 363-364) significant negative

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Notes:
-This is one of Naha's worst memories, probably in the top three. I thought about lumping it together with the Gods' War in general, but I felt like it had its own emotional impact that deserved to be addressed separately. And also, the whole breakdown of the Three events seem like it's best broken down into bite-sized pieces.
-Hate Tempa. Not that Naha hasn't had a good deal of hate for Tempa before this, but it's been mixed before. This memory is pretty much all pain and betrayal and crazy, and it goes squarely at Tempa's feet. Hate. So much hate.
-On a related Hate note, physical bodies kind of suck. Or at least, there's a pretty overwhelming negative association with them that comes from being violently forced to assume one. For those who didn't read the quoted passages, it was a very brutal experience and both a "physical" and emotional violation.
-Also, an aspect of the forced into a physical body hate—it's sadly not explored much in the text (though it is implied), but subtext and word of god has Nahadoth identifying as female during the Gods' War and a substantial period of time leading up to it. Tempa pretty much decided to male Naha male because he prefers it, and over the two thousand years that followed that Naha came to (or seemed to come to) identify predominantly as male. However, this is an important part of the greater betrayal, I think. I've talked about this on plurk, so I won't belabor it here unless someone really wants to hear more. TL;DR: Naha is going to be hostile to the idea of being male again, at least for a while.
-Naha's frame of reference for pain is insane.
-TOTALLY UNSAFE FOR SHARING. This memory includes stuff human minds were not meant to see, or can't see. It is a brainbreaker. (Naha will probably make Tempa take it.)

Form: Sugar glazed popcorn.
Uses Left: 8 of 10

Watching over feverish Yeine. (ref: HTK 144) trivial negative

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Notes:
-While this is not a super big or interesting memory, I do like it. The timing is pretty amazing coming on the heals of a trauma game like this. Luck is definitely behind Naha being protective/possessive of her team.
-While it's not a memory thing per se, I'm kind of glad to post a memory that references Naha's nature being change, and in particular the fact that Naha has to change. While Naha wasn't there for it, this is relevant to what I've been doing with Naha re: gender/sex. The situation which preceded this (which Naha will never get to remember because he wasn't there) included among other things a depiction of Nahadoth that surprised Yeine in part because while definitely identifiable, it seemed to be ambiguously female. The fact that Naha had been predominately female during the era leading up to the war was among the things that's no longer known among mortals. So this memory ties in, if only tangentially, to that as well.
-It also illustrates what I've been saying about Naha changing to suit other people. It's pretty clear in the context of the novel that he doesn't take a Darre appearance for himself; he takes it for Yeine. Whether not he even does it for Yeine for himself or whether it's mostly involuntary depends a lot on Naha's mental and physical health.
-Reasonably safe on the sharing scale. God senses are god senses, but drastically limited because of imprisonment, and mostly the experience would just be watching a sick girl on and off for a couple of days.

Form: thaumatrope
Uses Left: 4 of 5

Itempa's apologies on the new moon. (ref: BK 125) trivial negative

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Notes:
-RELATIVELY HIGH ON THE SCALE OF BRAIN BENDING. Naha has worse. Other gods could handle this one easily enough, I think. (Naha has at least one memory that would brainshank even Tempa.) But it is god realm, it doesn't bother with physical metaphors or other organizations that would make it more acceptable for human consumption, and "hearing" prayers is kind of not a human thing. On the lucky side, it's very small, and could be much worse in terms of actual action.
-NAHA GETS TO REMEMBER TEMPA NOW. It's an interesting way to start that off. Tempa is walking the earth as a mortal, and Naha is a free god again. He's also very angry, which he'll remember. He doesn't remember why though.
-I'm not giving Naha an explanation in this, just Tempa's remorse.
-PROBABLY MORE THINGS I'M FORGETTING. Naha gets a lot of FEELINGS with this without the motivation to hold a grudge. He's probably going to be prone to lashing out at Tempa until the anger passes. When it comes down to it, Naha isn't really thoughtful. He's angry and hurts still, and he'll want to hurt Tempa in return. Though it could be much worse if he actually remembered why.

Form: Flip book.
Uses Left: Unlimited.

Putting out the lights for Yeine. (ref: HTK 74-79) trivial neutral

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Notes:
-Itempas is in there, in name only, but it confirms what Sieh's memory showed him, and now he has his own bitterness. Itempas is the one who lets humans command him. He doesn't have the full weight of the treachery, and he won't have all of his anger back. But some of it.
-+200 crankiness at being told what to do, but also willingness to be ...fairish... with people who are polite and don't try to force him.
-He knows he's interested in Yeina, partly in a way he doesn't understand even in the memory. He does, however, know that someone named Kurue wanted to work with her. That clicks with his memory of calling her a pawn—they are using her. That makes her different from the other Arameri.
-He'll be crankier/running more to his dark side for at least a little while after this memory.
-OH, and he knows about being someone else during the day, after taking this. Apparently it's different in Aather... possibly because he's got no god mojo.
-Some god perception here, but on the low end of dangerous if mortals take it.

Form: Book of matches.
Uses Left: 2 of 3

Destroying the Maro continent. (ref: HTK 49-54, BK 126-127) trivial positive

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