Your enemies are now diamonds.

Speaking with Yeine in her mother's room.(significant neutral) (ref: HTK: 114-121)

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Notes:
+Okay, so that's not completely accurate, but it actually does give you a pretty good sense of the scene.
+This has a pretty good summary of the business with the Three. It's not really new to Naha, but it's synthesized into a very effective summary for Yeine's sake, which will be helpful in Aather.
+Also, it fleshes out Naha's relationship arc with Yeine more.
+Safe-ish for mortal consumption?

Form: mini apples?
Uses Left: 6 of 7

The Gods War (significant negative)(ref: HTK 133, 181-182, KoG 245-246)

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Notes:
+NOT SAFE FOR SHARING. Ever. At all. For anyone. Most of it takes place on a non corporeal plane that's not healthy for mortal brains at the best of times, and it is entirely suffused with the crazy. It's pretty clearly stated that Naha and Tempa's fight wasn't something mortal minds could comprehend. Uh. So. Awesome that it's so very sharable, huh? I actually doubt Naha will share it, unless someone really wants to see it, in which case she wouldn't stop them IC.
+Amazing timing, considering that Naha got to relive the sig neg memory that directly precedes this in the game. Sob.
+100 crazy I'm sorry.
+This is interesting! Naha has up until this point primarily associated rage and violence with a male presentation. This changes that in a big way, since it is righteous fury destroying goddess stuff. Context being what it is, this might actually strengthen Naha identifying as female in Aather, but as always I'll kind of roll with that as things come.

Form: Caged birds.
Uses Left: 6 of 7

The Lady in the Tower I; the first demon is born. (ref: HTK 79-80) trivial positive

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Notes:
+Okay, I'm doing something a little different with this. Naha will remember this story as a story, and understand it as a metaphor for the era it encapsulates, which she will also remember. This is the prelapsarian time of having children with mortals. Naha had many children with mortals, and loved them, and they were strange and beautiful and sometimes horrifying and unhealthy, which was also beautiful.
+Naha knows, at least to a degree, that bad things must come from this. Demon blood, etc etc. But Naha does not remember that part of the story.
+This is one of the last of Naha's positive sex/babies memories... I think... probably.
+Mostly this is mortal realm memories, but there's some crazy in there. Not safe for the average human to take, but not totally brain breaking.

Form: Noise maker.
Uses Left: 2 of 3

Taking Yeine to Darr. (ref: HTK 187-205) significant neutral

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Notes:
-This memory is pretty cool because it fits together with a couple of other memories Naha has already recovered. This one, in particular. But also this one, speaking of when she stabbed him.
-Yeine herself is still a mystery, and a sort of frustrating, delightful one.
-Flashing some of his old power (and his other forms) is sort of a bittersweet thing, in context of Aather. This is the first time in Naha's memories of presenting (if only briefly) as female in her later, more damaged Sky state. At the same time, it's a reflection of that older power... Still, I think this will put a crack in the way Naha has compartmentalized him and her in Aather. We'll have to see how that develops.


Form: Vial? Bottle?
Uses Left: 1 of 2

Being trapped in mortal flesh by Shahar I and Itempas. (ref: HTK 23, 265-266, KoG 363-364) significant negative

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Notes:
-This is one of Naha's worst memories, probably in the top three. I thought about lumping it together with the Gods' War in general, but I felt like it had its own emotional impact that deserved to be addressed separately. And also, the whole breakdown of the Three events seem like it's best broken down into bite-sized pieces.
-Hate Tempa. Not that Naha hasn't had a good deal of hate for Tempa before this, but it's been mixed before. This memory is pretty much all pain and betrayal and crazy, and it goes squarely at Tempa's feet. Hate. So much hate.
-On a related Hate note, physical bodies kind of suck. Or at least, there's a pretty overwhelming negative association with them that comes from being violently forced to assume one. For those who didn't read the quoted passages, it was a very brutal experience and both a "physical" and emotional violation.
-Also, an aspect of the forced into a physical body hate—it's sadly not explored much in the text (though it is implied), but subtext and word of god has Nahadoth identifying as female during the Gods' War and a substantial period of time leading up to it. Tempa pretty much decided to male Naha male because he prefers it, and over the two thousand years that followed that Naha came to (or seemed to come to) identify predominantly as male. However, this is an important part of the greater betrayal, I think. I've talked about this on plurk, so I won't belabor it here unless someone really wants to hear more. TL;DR: Naha is going to be hostile to the idea of being male again, at least for a while.
-Naha's frame of reference for pain is insane.
-TOTALLY UNSAFE FOR SHARING. This memory includes stuff human minds were not meant to see, or can't see. It is a brainbreaker. (Naha will probably make Tempa take it.)

Form: Sugar glazed popcorn.
Uses Left: 8 of 10

Watching over feverish Yeine. (ref: HTK 144) trivial negative

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Notes:
-While this is not a super big or interesting memory, I do like it. The timing is pretty amazing coming on the heals of a trauma game like this. Luck is definitely behind Naha being protective/possessive of her team.
-While it's not a memory thing per se, I'm kind of glad to post a memory that references Naha's nature being change, and in particular the fact that Naha has to change. While Naha wasn't there for it, this is relevant to what I've been doing with Naha re: gender/sex. The situation which preceded this (which Naha will never get to remember because he wasn't there) included among other things a depiction of Nahadoth that surprised Yeine in part because while definitely identifiable, it seemed to be ambiguously female. The fact that Naha had been predominately female during the era leading up to the war was among the things that's no longer known among mortals. So this memory ties in, if only tangentially, to that as well.
-It also illustrates what I've been saying about Naha changing to suit other people. It's pretty clear in the context of the novel that he doesn't take a Darre appearance for himself; he takes it for Yeine. Whether not he even does it for Yeine for himself or whether it's mostly involuntary depends a lot on Naha's mental and physical health.
-Reasonably safe on the sharing scale. God senses are god senses, but drastically limited because of imprisonment, and mostly the experience would just be watching a sick girl on and off for a couple of days.

Form: thaumatrope
Uses Left: 4 of 5

Creating Sieh with Enefa. (ref: HTK 142)

Convincing Enefa to let Sieh live after his birth. (ref: HTK 218) significant neutral

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Notes:
-Because this is a fairly layered memory, it's going to be a bit of a stretch on his sanity, at least at first. It's positive, though, so it probably won't make it (of itself, anyway) a DANGEROUS break.
-More Sieh dere. More Enefa dere, too—a lot of Enefa dere. Why isn't she here. :(a
-And Naha continues to have memories that encourage a pretty distinct split between is backstory personality and his canon personality.
-...That is, if he ever takes them. That makes three he's behind.

Form: ...I don't remember, it was food right?
Uses Left: NA

Putting out the lights for Yeine. (ref: HTK 74-79) trivial neutral

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Notes:
-Itempas is in there, in name only, but it confirms what Sieh's memory showed him, and now he has his own bitterness. Itempas is the one who lets humans command him. He doesn't have the full weight of the treachery, and he won't have all of his anger back. But some of it.
-+200 crankiness at being told what to do, but also willingness to be ...fairish... with people who are polite and don't try to force him.
-He knows he's interested in Yeina, partly in a way he doesn't understand even in the memory. He does, however, know that someone named Kurue wanted to work with her. That clicks with his memory of calling her a pawn—they are using her. That makes her different from the other Arameri.
-He'll be crankier/running more to his dark side for at least a little while after this memory.
-OH, and he knows about being someone else during the day, after taking this. Apparently it's different in Aather... possibly because he's got no god mojo.
-Some god perception here, but on the low end of dangerous if mortals take it.

Form: Book of matches.
Uses Left: 2 of 3

Destroying the Maro continent. (ref: HTK 49-54, BK 126-127) trivial positive

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